Whenever someone tells me
that they are proud of my progress,
I hope someday that my first reaction is
not to slip into regression
just to prove to them
that I still hurt. (via beautyinthebellejar)

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Healing is a choice. It’s not an easy one because it takes work to turn around your habits. But keep making the choice and shifts will happen. Yehuda Berg (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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I think I’m relapsing.

I’m actually pretty sure of it.

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it doesn’t matter anymore

that my body is heavier

than it once was

because now my parents can sleep at night

knowing that my heart won’t stop in the next room

i don’t care

that there isn’t a space

between my thighs like last year

because these days my brain can process

things that don’t revolve around food

i’m not bothered

that my collarbones don’t jut out

anymore like shards of glass

because now i can finally be happy;

the version of happy i never thought i deserved

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"You don´t eat calories, you eat food"